Monday, December 29, 2014

Big cocks in speedos

A few random thoughts:

1.  Every now and then, I like to do a little experiment by using a sexy post title which usually doubles my pageviews for the day.  The most popular search words for my blog are cock,  nudist erection and naked men. 

Of the thousands of pageviews my blog gets each day, I frequently wonder how many are actually following my story, reading the drivel that I write?  I'll probably never know!

2.   We are finally having some cold weather here (-30 C) after months of drizzly, mild weather.  To counteract that, today's pics are of hunky men in Speedos on some warm beaches.  I wish!

3.  My break has been going well, although I think Christmas will always be bittersweet for any divorced parent.  It is light years' away from the family Christmases when the kids were little and we were all together. 

My two younger kids have been fairly good about dividing time between their parents' houses although they spend most of their time with friends, as they should be doing.  But this means that I'm spending a fair bit time alone.  I am used to being alone, of course, but it just feels different when my kids are in town.

3. My biggest problem is that I never know when the kids are going to show up so I've had to say "no" too all hookup opportunities which require hosting.  So many hot guys! 

But the kids will be gone in less than a week and I'm quite confident the men I turned down will still want to have some sweet sexytime with me in January. 

4.  I've received sweet holiday greetings (on Grindr and Squirt.org) from various of my young men:   Brazilian Boy #3, Big Red and especially the  Hunky Pre-med Student, who messaged me on Christmas morning from his family home over 1000 miles away.  :-)

5.  Just to leave you with a teaser, I had one interesting date with a nice guy, 46, who messaged me on squirt.  Finally, a man who is "age appropriate", as my middle daughter would say.  lol   

I will tell you more about him later as it's an involved story but suffice to say, we were comfortable enough with each other that our "date" lasted for nine hours.  It including us walking my dog, making pizzas together, drinking red wine, watching a movie and yes, doing the nasty in bed and falling asleep together.  


Our time together certainly has given me much to think about; details to follow.

17 comments:

  1. I read your blog to follow your adventures. I'm also a teacher, but closeted, middle school, I'm so ready for a change. Hope your new year is a blessed one.

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    1. Thank you, Mike! If you are "so ready for a change", then I recommend that you summon up the courage and just go for it! It will be scary coming out but will be ultimately exciting, liberating and empowering.

      Most of the time (in my opinion), most of the people around the closeted guy already know or suspect that he's gay. The hardest "coming out" is to yourself.

      But depending on the area where you live, I would "hope for the best, plan for the worst" in the event that coming out causes problems in your job or family, for example.

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  2. You don't need sexy headline to capture my interest. I tune in every day to find out if there is a new update. I am enjoying your journey. Thank you for sharing it with your readers.

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    1. Thank you for commenting, Terry! You're too kind!

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  3. Ditto all the above, Buddy Bear. Thanks for sharing your life and passions. I'm in a 30 year mixed orientation marriage, and I wonder what life might be like if we were to make a change.

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    1. Thank you for reading! As a married gay or bi man, yours is an EXTREMELY complicated and difficult situation, so I would never just say (as I did to Mike), "go for it!"

      Some questions include: What do YOU want? Do you want to live like this for the rest of my life? Does your wife know about your attraction to men? Did you know prior to marriage? Have you been unfaithful with men during your marriage? Would your wife accept an arrangement (as many do) where the bisexual husband is allowed a certain amount of man-on-man play time within their marriage?

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    2. What do I want? I want to be happy with life, and happy with myself. Most days I am. I'm out to my wife and family, so I'm not living a life of regret and repression. I wasn't admitting I was gay as a young man, although I was attracted to men. I married as virgin and have not had any sex with a guy, although now I enjoy some gay blogs like yours, and a little gay porn. Yeah, it's a coping mechanism. My wife would not tolerate any man-on-man activities, and because she is a really decent person who I love, I honor her boundary.

      But I respect you for your life well lived... I truly enjoy reading about your hookups and the humanity you exhibit in your encounters, as well as incorporating your daily life and family relationships into the mix. It is real, authentic, and if I were to become single again, I'd take lessons from you. Thanks again and Happy New Year.

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    3. Thank you for your thoughtful response! You sound like decent, intelligent guy!

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  4. sweetie, I will ALWAYS click on your blog because I love you!

    now showing me pix of hawt menz and cocks gets my heart a-pounding!

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  5. Glad you're getting some quality time with the kids, even if they are out and about! I've actually had 2 full afternoons with the boy, one unexpected, the other spur of the moment, both great fun!

    I get you on the alone part. I didn't travel 380 miles to visit my brother and his family for the first time in decades (we did see each other 2 weeks before Christmas - I came out to him). He texted on Christmas saying he missed my being there. I'll be in Ohio next Christmas for sure!

    Hope the rest of the break goes well!

    Peace <3
    Jay

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    1. It was well worth the drive, I'm sure. Sweet!

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  6. Just thought I'd leave a comment because of what you've said in this post.
    I've been reading your blog for the past 4 years or so behind the scenes, catching up every 3 months or so when I need a fix - so no I'm not just clicking for hot titles or images!
    You're an amazing writer and your journey has been an extremely inspiring and at times quite a sensual read! So keep it up - I'll always be back for more! You've managed to keep this 21/22 year old Australian boy very interested over the years!

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