After all the angst about what to do about my hookup with Mr. Handsome, the father of a former student, I decided to meet with him face-to-face to say that we shouldn't hook up again.
My biggest concern was not the actual hookup itself (which would be extremely hot!) but being spotted by other students or parents going into his house which is near my school. My car is well known to the student body and in fact, has a school bumper sticker on it. While I might not be breaking any rules technically, the entire school would be awash in gossip which would be embarrassing to me and more importantly, to my son.
I decided it would be best to text Mr. Handsome and searched my phone contact list for his first name, Trevor. Apart my own family members listed as contacts, most of the other names were the men I'd hooked up with:
Jerry, Travis, Jason, Trevor, Will, Ron, Trevor, Gary, Troy. Mark
I thought, "OMFG!!" for two reasons:
(1) There were so many guys listed, and in reality, only a fraction of the guys I hook up with want to communicate using their actual phone numbers. What a slut I am! Some of them, I barely remember!
(2) I couldn't tell which Trevor's phone number was Mr. Handsome and which belonged to Whimpering Hottie. *
* Whimpering Hottie was the sweet, strapping, ginger-haired 22 year old who whimpered like a little girl as I pleasured him. I badly want to be with him again just to hear him whimper ... it's so hot to think that I have that effect on a man.
Whimpering Hottie has texted me a couple of times for round two but my son was with me so I couldn't host .... and he lives with his parents. But I know I'll see Whimpering Hottie again ... he forgot his $200 watch on my bedside table but told me he wants to retrieve it in person!
Yesterday, instead of texting Mr. Handsome, I messaged him on squirt.org telling him that I hoped to see him again. He hasn't yet responded and now I suspect that he won't. But that's all right if he decides to cut it off ... at least he won't think that I dumped him because he's disabled.
It's possible that I was dumped because I wasn't fit or handsome enough or that my love-making was somehow lacking. But to sound really arrogant, I know it isn't any of those things.
I suspect Mr. Handsome wanted to avoid gossip as much as I did. I asked him why he chose to remain in the closet three years after his divorce. He said that he didn't want his wife to have any more grounds to try to "destroy him." After the divorce, he ended up with the rather grand family home, spousal support payments from his specialist-doctor wife , his own disability pension and has his son with him half of the time.
But he had to spend $60,000 on lawyers to achieve that after his wife decided to "do battle" with her disabled husband. From what he told me, she sounded pretty fucked-up and was pretty ruthless in trying to prevent him from getting what was due to him, using their son as a pawn in the process.
In fact, his wife phoned at the very end of our hookup (interrupting our love-making) to say she was coming over with his spousal support cheques. I had to leap into my pants, gather up my sex supplies and scurry out the door to avoid an unfortunate confrontation with the ex. Too funny! LOL!!
UPDATE: A few hours after I posted this, Mr. Handsome responsed to my "I'd like to see you again" message. He said: "absolutely ... i guess yur place is busy all week ... same here ...best way to get me is on my cell ___-____ call when yur coming to town .... ya never know .... cheers"
I'm so undecided! Despite the risk of generating gossip about myself at school, I want to have sex with him again, badly! I can't describe how hot he was and how hot it was for me when he nearly went into spasms when I was pleasuring him. I'm rock hard just thinking about it. LOL