|A headless, pantsless and charmless Spo-shirt pic: a pale imitation of the sexy original.|
The meal was extremely tense, but I think most of the tension came from me. After years of relentless criticism, complaints and blame, I was like a kicked cat ... twitchy and nervous. However, the meal passed without incident and I did appreciate this small opportunity for normalcy in our family. Another small step forward!
For the first time, I am now starting to think what it would be like to put myself "out there", to make new gay friends, attend gay events and even begin dating guys. I'm not ready for all of this just yet but I know I will be, one day. For now, perving on hot guys will have to do.
In my workplace, we regularly get university students as interns. At present, we have seven interns, one woman and six young men in the 23 - 30 age group. Five of the six guys are very hot. In fact, two of these interns are working under me.... Sean! RG! get your minds out of the gutter!! They're under me...but are not actually .... under me... well, I wouldn't mind if they were under ... er... oh, you know what I mean .....
As if by design, every one of these beautiful young men showed up yesterday in jeans and dress shirts for Casual Friday. All the jeans were some very cool brand, some distressed and all were accented by impeccable dress shoes. Since when did small-town 20-something young men wear such tight(ish) ass-hugging, bulge-accentuating jeans? Eye-candy at the photocopier!! They were all slim of hip with flat abs and lovely legs.... just great!
In the past, we've had our share of male interns who were gay, either fully out or more private about their sexuality. Earlier this year, one hot intern in his mid 30s was, I'm very sure, in deep denial about his gayness..... it takes one to know one!!! More on him in another post.
I've always enjoyed my conversations with the gay ones in particular; they probably suspect that I'm 'one of the family. I'm fairly sure that most of the present group are hopelessly straight; still, it is a great pleasure to be working closely with them.
We do get some young woman as interns. Generally I find them uninteresting : they are so serious, they try too hard and always have to "prove" something. Unfair, I know, since I am a gay man, but I find the young men more enthusiastic and a lot more fun to be around.